Artistic Skills

SUNDAY
29th December 2013, 11.43 AM.

Doctor Who, anyone?

Sometimes, I feel like I'm not really good at anything, despite the things that people tell me. This is not something to get you to say something comforting, this is just what I feel sometimes. Maybe I'm good, but I'm not good enough. My writing skills? Please! I've seen excellent pieces of writing on the Internet and I'm nowhere near to creating something like that.

In fact, I feel like I should be good at drawing instead. I want to create art, I want to create galaxies, worlds, beings that no one else's ever dreamed of. As it is, my brother is the real artist. He can draw straight from his head. I can't. I can't even describe anything well. I try to put my imagination into words and it's nowhere near as good as all the fanfics I've seen. I can't even properly imagine what a house looks like! I'm not creative, I can't create galaxies, worlds, or beings that no one else's ever dreamed of. I want to read something wonderful, something excellent that's done by me, for once.

Everything that I try to portray, be it in words or art, end up staying in my head. Either I don't have the inspiration or I just can't do it.

How do the Japanese do it? They make animes that can go up to 300+ episodes. Cartoon Network can't even make a cartoon with a 100 episodes. Except maybe Adventure World (or something like that...I forgot the name)? Kenichi Ebina and Far-Away Honey are just two more pieces of living proof that the Japanese are creative, smart, and, innovative.

However, it may be because of the fact that I am still a kid...kind of. I'll be a teenager next year.

I think I'm thinking too much again.

Have an awesome day, everyone.
"Life is like a rollercoaster." - Miss Dreamer