Cussing, Burning, And Asking

02/02/2013

SATURDAY
2nd February 2013, 7.27 AM.

Cussing, Burning, And Asking Hi people.

I think Net crossed the line yesterday She was a little bit too aggressive. Good thing she didn't ruin my day yesterday. It bothers me lot, though.

Yesterday morning, we had a supplementary class that was compulsory for all P6s and selected P5s. It's called APEX, which I think stands for "Ace PSLE Exams". Well, remember what Honeybee said yesterday about not going to school with me if I didn't apologise to Shorty? Well, I was planning to apologise to Shorty but Honeybee's last words kept echoing in my head: "Then you go to school. Alone!" It was just the tone of her voice. It really hurt my feelings... When I tried to explain that to her after our APEX session, she wouldn't understand and was like, /:\ All confused. I felt really awkward talking to her about it so I tried to change the subject. Anyway, I went to school alone and it wasn't that bad, really. My phone and my MP3 (well, not mine, my mother's, but I sort of keep it for her and she hardly uses it anyway...except when she goes jogging) were at home, charging, so I had nothing to pass the time with. Then I got the brilliant idea of reading The Clearing. I was really surprised when we reached Bishy-Bushy (a nickname for a place). It was as though I'd only been reading for a few minutes. So when I was walking to school, somebody ran up and tapped me on the shoulder. It was Tina, my friend from Apple Seeds. And no, that wasn't her real name. So we walked to achool together. I was a bit surprised to see her wearing her Biggy Blues. Then I remembered that Biggy Blues were also supposed to be for APEX...I was like, WHAT?! Why didn't you tell me??!? even though she wasn't on the same class as me. And she was like, Dude, I don't have your phone number. And then I was like, Oh yeah.

When we entered the school, someone else ran uo and bumped me. I was a bit surprised to find that it was Shorty. And she was like, Hi Dreamer! I thought I was alone! I was dumbfounded. Wasn't Shorty mad at me? Anyways, I smiled and we shook hands. Then, I apologised to her. She was like, -_- I already forgot about yesterday!! And I was like, Oh. Then she said, "Wanna play Captain Ball?" or something like that. See, if you arrive early, they allow you to play ball games. I was like, Oh sure!! Unfortunately, I was there for only like, a minute and then somebody said that we were supposed to go back to the courtyard. I said, "But I just came here sey!" And Eye replied, "Come early next time." I said, "When?" And she said, "7.30" Then Shorty came up and said, "You crazy ah, 7.30 AM??!?!??!!?" or something like that. Anyways, there were four groups, Red, Orange, Green, and Blue. I would love to get into Blue (since it's my favourite colour ) but I guess it would be bad if I was 'cause it's the lowest group. I got into Orange. So did Net. Here's an interesting fact that you should keep in mind: "Net and I do not mix well." See, she has this very firm belief that being in the same group or class with me would be a nightmare. And so, since she believes that, every little thing I do, she'll be on me. Today, she cussed me. Interesting. Let me tell you what happened. She was like, all angry when she got into Orange a first, not because of me, but because it's the second group. Even though I was a bit surprised that she got into Orange instead of Red (she's a smarty-pants like Far-Away Honey and Shuffles), I thought that Orange was still OK, I mean 'cause it's second!! At least she didn't get into Green or Blue. When I said, "Ya, I was a bit surprised you know, when you got into Orange 'cause I thought you'd get into Red." or something like that. She replied, " 'Cause I'm *bleep*ing stupid." I was so shocked like "WHAT THE HECK DID SHE JUST SAY??!! I said, "Did you just say the F word...????" And Honeybee and Net were like, So? It's not a bad word lah. OK, fine, maybe it's not a bad word, depending on how you use it but it so is inappropiate especially if you're a Muslim!!! I admit, I think that word a lot when I'm angry and actually wrote it down once, but at least I regret it after I do and feel like I hate myself. I told her that she should at least istighfar, which means saying sorry to God. She did but she didn't when she said it directly to my face later on...

See, I was super excited 'cause this was my first time at APEX and so I was all fidgety and making weird noises. Net kept telling me to me to shut up, which is a stupid thing to do actually 'cause if I get reactions like that, I'll get even more annoying. I tried telling her that but she simply told me to shut up (so it's her fault LOL ). At one point, I made a witch's cackle. Not too loud, just a normal volume. Net told me to shut up again. I told her back, half joking, "You have to accept me for who I am." Guess what she said? "Damn *bleep* you!" Then she turned and faced to the front.

She didn't even say sorry later on.

Ass-hole. And no, I am not sorry I said that 'cause an ass-hole is basically where your shit comes out. Even though it's inappropiate in Islam.

Yeesh.

Anyway, the rest of APEX was awesome!! We played games. We weren't just going to play games for every APEX session, of course. This was just for getting to know our mentors (or Mentos LOL).

Just gonna write one more thing and ask a few more questions and then I'll end off this entry.

So when Honeybee and I went back home together, we stopped by Cheers and bought Sour Skittles!! I have no idea how we did it, but we actually finished the entire packet. And to my delight, there was some sour powder at the bottom of the packet. Homeybee told me that we were supposed to shake it in the first place. But I didn't care, I just poked my finger in and licked it. I kept doing it until I felt that I had enough. When I went back home, I poked my tongue out and was a bit surprised to see my tongue was as red as roses. Not that surprised 'cause I expected it anyway. Guess I'll have to drink more water 'cause my tongue is still suffering from sourness and the roof of my mouth is burning 'cause I keep eating cheese toast without waiting for the cheese to cool down. ^^"

I just wanted to ask: Has someone ever cussed you (LOL, most probaby yes)? If so, how did it feel like when you were cussed at for the first time?

That's all! Gotta go now!

Have a great day, everyone! ^u^
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