Letting Off Some Steam

FRIDAY
15th March 2013, 5.22 PM.

T.G, would you just accept my apology, already?! Sheesh, talk about holding a grudge!

Apparently, she called me earlier but I didn't realise it only until much later, when my mom told me about her call. T.G even called my mom's phone.

T.G STOP CALLING MY MOM'S PHONE, YOU IDIOT!!! Not unless it's absolutely neccessary! It's not right for you to call my mom, so stop @$(?*%# calling her phone! Stupid...GRRR!! (Sorry, I'm just so angry with her)

So, anyway, I returned her call and she informed me about a PTPC (Parent-Teacher-Pupil Conference) this Monday. Well, too bad, I can't make it! I'm leaving at 5.30 in the morning! Anyways, after I told her that, I said, "Umm, T.G have you read my Journal yet?"

She said, "No, not yet."

Then, I said, "Oh, 'cause I published about our...problem."

And then, she said, "Don't you dare publish...not appropiate things!"

That really ticked me off. Excuse me? This is my Journal! Not yours, Missy! It's mine! MINE!! What part of "This is MY Journal" do you NOT understand?! So what if I write inappropiate stuff?! It's part of me! OK?! You, you're pampered with your over-protective parents, you're a good girl, you practise your religion a lot and you're kind!! Does that mean I have to be the same (OK, except for the religion part. That, I have to try. I do pray five times a day!! Don't you dare think I don't!)?! I'm not Miss Perfect!! I'm exposed to all this...this mature stuff because I read too much! And you know what?! I like it! So quit telling me what not to put and what to put in my Journal!

Whoa. I did let off some steam, didn't I? You know, I just read Honeybee's recent entry. I don't know if I can break up with her, Honeybee. I don't know. I suppose...I suppose I'm just scared. I have too many break-ups already. But...friends do change. What a coincidence, I just read You're The Best! which is a collection of stories about friendship. I'll talk about it when I mention about my reading progress. *Sigh* But I know I'll pull through this. While it may seem serious to me at the moment, I know that, really, this are just little things. I may even laugh about it when it's over. What's important is that you stand strong, never break down. Never give up, never say never. And most importantly, believe in yourself. If you don't, then your true friends will believe in you and pull you to your feet. That's what friends are for, right? Besides, this is just an obstacle in life. I'm sure T.G and I will get back onto normal terms soon.

If she accepts my apology, that is...

*Growls*

Have a peaceful day, everyone.
"Life is a rollercoaster." -Dreamer