SATURDAY
15th December 2012, 5.30 PM.
Hi again, I'm back from reading some of the other people's entries. Well...it seems that most of the people who has online diaries/journals are teenagers. I was like, WHAT?????? Surely, there must be a younger girl that likes to write Journals, right? So far, I haven't seen any 'little' girl like me. OK, well, not little since I'm 11 but you get the idea. But maybe I just have to keep looking. After all, I didn't read all of them, only some. Still...most of the entries are about jobs or relationships or life. I can't imagine any 11-year-old girl or older having jobs or relationships (LOLZ). I feel like the odd one out. But hey, it makes me special. Ooooh, yeah! Just kidding. I was just writing what was going on in my mind. :3
My family and friends say that my stories and compositions are great and that I should write a book, but I really don't feel the same way. I've seen a couple of entries that actually look like they're part of a book! And I'm an amatuer, since I only write if I have the inspiration. Professionals write whether they have inspiration or not. I feel like I'm a fail at everything. But I'm not THAT negative. I'm friendly and furry, fun and all smiles! Well, that's what I think of myself (you can decide what you think of me for yourself). Plus, I'm annoying. :3 I don't really think I'm annoying, though. I only annoy my friends but think maybe it's the need to show-off? No idea, but I really wish I could stop. But I can't. Oh yes, I know, people will say "You can! You just have to try!" if I say that. And if I say that I AM trying, they'll say "Well, you're not even trying! Try!" OK, I guess they wouldn't say all that, but my other self says so. Umm...yeah, I talk to myself. A lot. But that's not wierd. Everybody talks to themself. Well, not like looking in the mirror and have a conversation (with themselves!) but when they're thinking, they think to themselves, right? That's in my opinion, at least.
Wow, that was a personal thought I've never told anyone (yet :3). I can't believe I told it to total strangers instead (err...no offence!). But I get reassured when I think of this book, "Casper The Commuting Cat". It's a true story! And when Casper died, people all over the world reached out to his owner, Sue. Maybe they were starngers, but they were friends too, in a way. ^^
...I talk too much. -.-" |