Intro to my life 10.11.10

10/12/2010

I thought I would start my diary with a little intro to my life before I start bitching and complaining. That is afterall what a diary is for right? I am 22 years old. I have been teaching for 2 years now. I'm finding myself in a bit of a funk lately. I feel like I have done everything so fast. I already own my own home, have a career, and am in a serious relationship. I feel like I never gave myself time to even think about my life- I just dove in head first and now I'm not so sure if that was a good idea. At this point I am feeling stuck- unsure of what I really want to do with my life but need a job to pay the bills. I'm not sure if I really dislike teaching or if this year is just difficult because my class is mostly below grade level. I do know that it is a challenge to even get out of bed and make it through the day. I do know that I am so stressed out that I am literally making myself sick. I am just going through the motions of life and I hate that! I'm 22 years old and already feel trapped. I don't want to look back on my life and regret. I am just in need of a little soul searching yet I have no time to even do this! Maybe a diary will be a start- a way to reflect and grow. Anywho..this is my life..