.22.

It's over. It's really over.
Just. Like. That.
I'm honestly still in shock...This wasn't what I expected.

I've been going through a rebuilding period. It's been...well, far from easy. I guess I should just count my blessings that he left me with the house. Bills are piling up, my cell phone got shut off - I'm used to a 2 income household. But, we're squeeking by I guess, hoping I can get my cell phone back on here soon.

Have been drawing a lot of strength from friends, especially one in particular, which I feel guilty as hell about because he's got more then enough going on right now...in the middle of a divorce, and in Iraq. But, he's been borderline insistant. Who knows.

Don't expect regular updates...it's hard to talk about oneself, when you're not sure who you are.