totally normal. i had a sex dream about one of my ex boyfriends before! i felt so disgusted with myself when i woke up though haha. we can't control what we dream and obviously your heart is 100% with your boyfriend you have now. :]
ugh that sucks that you lost your entry. I know that feeling of being comfortable in a job and not wanting to leave out of fear of the unknown, i guess you just have to take that chance tho. Thats so cool that you got to work for disney, I'm jealous haha