it's amazing how pizza is completely the opposite schedule of a day job. is it wrong to say i miss the shitty weather just so i can make over 50 hours of constant cash? i mean don't get me wrong. its nice to have the day off. even though i'm just getting 40 hours (because of leaving early all the time) it still freaks me out to have too much time off. without delivering pizza almost every day.. my mind doesn't function right. if i had to request any time off it would be during my period.. but after I just wrote that.. it takes my mind off the cramps and shit.. and its something to do while i wait for the five days to leave me alone.
i guess i wouldn't be complaining about hours and money if my roommate paid her bills on time. she still owes me 90 from last month. and its ALREADY half way through march. W. T. F. i just don't understand. I CAN afford to pay all of the bills yes... but YOU moved in under an agreement. I already have the scenario in my head if I ever said anything to Lana (my roommate) she'd be like "well you spent how much on that computer?"... that still doesnt mean shit.. ITS MY MONEY that I've busted my ass for. Driving a car all day in city traffic is NO joke. I work more so I make more. I bought this computer because I can AFFORD it.
I just hope I don't have to look for a roommate. It is GOOD to have her around and here.. since I'm gone so much. But always the little things get to me. ALWAYS. it all boils down to money. this is my house. not hers. but in a sense it is hers. maybe im just being a bitch for no reason and learn how to share.. but I don't understand why all the bills including the groceries i fill the fridge and stay on top of every bill. EARLY as fuck. and all I want is 300 flat. every month. ON TIME. Doing the math of the bills to live in this house a month is still WAYYYYYY over 300 that I just swallow the money because it's me. And I just moved in. but she can't pay the 3 in FULL. and now she's behind. we've only been here 3 months. good lordy.
end rant.
I'm smokin a bowl and drinking a beer as I write this entry. probably heading to the bar in a few. | 
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