"A little heartache, goes a long way, guess this is what love's all about. Here we go again. It's finally sinkin in. That's my kinda luck, I'm not givin up. I don't know what I'm thinkin, she got over me."- Saving Abel
You're damn straight I did. Nothing kills pain better than moving on. Suck it.
I heard that you cry, still over me... get your bitchass up off the couch and go make me proud. I taught you the game baby, so go play.
"I have to fake it... I'd leave if I could. I'm not in love, but the sex is good."- Saving Abel
Those are the rules remember? We went over this... I made you into this when I broke you heart. So go ahead, move on. I give you permission... if that's what you are waiting for you have it. Quit waiting for me, because I am NEVER coming back. I was yours for a little while, drink up the memories, take your medicine, and get back on your feet. It's easy.
Step away from the bottle, that's mine. Go find your own fix. I wish you could read this, but I know you can't. LOLOL. I just wanna slap you. I taught you better than that. This is me, telling you everything I want you to hear... getting it out of my mind, and off my chest.
Someday, you'll see this... somehow, and I'll know that I was right...
I don't want you to wait for me, I want you to move on. If you sit around and wait for me, you'll be waiting forever, and I don't want that for you. I"m never coming back to you, and that's the end of it.
"It's been 18 days, since I had to look at myself. I don't wanna have to be here, I don't understand. It's been 18 days, since I first held you. It feels like a lifetime."- Saving Abel
Greg,
I love you baby. You're everything. You know this. This venting blog thing, helps alot. When I wake up haunted and don't know what to do. I know what they say, about all good things... but I don't wanna wait for you. I want you now. You make me okay again. Boo, you're everything I've ever wanted and more. It's absolutely amazing to feel this way.
Juss sayin.
I love you. |