My Song: Please Click & Judge Honestly

OR watch the video, as it posted fine on my frontpage! LOL. WEIRD!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jea2ukoniOM

I play piano. I don't read music and I have been told that I have perfect pitch hearing. I am too shy to show my face right now so forgive the hands only clip. I am playing by memory and "feeling" only. I am asking for feedback. What genre would this fall under? What, if any, thoughts or emotion are provoked when listening to the music? I can also play like that with my eyes closed... no joke. I fuck up a lot though sometimes... depending on my mood and stress levels or anxiousness at that time. I am debating on taking actual piano lessons to refine my skills. Right now I depend on what I hear and what I see. I play "by ear", from what I have been told. How is my fluidity? Can you hear the mistakes? What about the multiple instruments used? Is this worth nurturing or just another girl having fun in the moment? I play the same song over and over and over again; it starts to sound different to me than it did in the beginning; like when you repeat the same word again and again. The sound changes (maybe that's just me? I know, I'm weird).

I'm sorry the clip is only 25 seconds. I will post more sometime in the future, depending on the feedback I receive. Please, be honest about your feedback and comments. I cannot truly grow by having my ego fluffed and stroked. I wish to improve as much as I can. I think I suck, to be honest.

For the record, this is my song. This is a True Original. I play what I feel; a lot of times, I play my own music.

Thank you for taking the time to read my entry. Stay safe, 

                                                                                            -True