I'm obsessed. I don't know how long this will stick but i'll try. So i was just crying, i was texting my mom and it really hurts that i can't just walk to her room and tell her all the things i want. I try to pretend that my parent's divorce was so long ago that it doesn't phase me and most of the time it doesn't (well at least i can go ten minutes without thinking of it, but it does affect every aspect of my life. Like when i want to do things with friends on the weekend and they think i'm blowing them off when i say i have to go to my moms when really i just really need my mom. This is really rushed and sloppy. Ughhhh i have english in the morningwhich should be my favorite class because i really enjoy writing and reading and grammar (i bet you couldn't tell from the mess this is) but i'm too much of a fuckup to put effort into anything so i'm basically failing. I kinda really hate myself... |
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