Relationship lost

I've started to talk to my ex-husband again. I realize that I still have feelings for him. I don't know if I like where this might be going. But I can't stop talking to him, its not like he makes me or something I just love talking to him. Daily for almost 3 weeks now. I know that might not sound like much, but its been almost 3 years since we've talked. I'm shocked at how easy it seems to fall back into talking like things never change. Then I'm smacked with reality and realize I let the man go because I thought I'd have someone wanting to be with me. If I could turn back time, I'd change the choice I made. I might have made awesome friends in New Hampshire but I think I'd rather be happy with my husband. Oh well I can't let myself dwell on this. I just hope that he and I can build up a friendship that will last. Wish me luck on that.