Bloop number 1

11/14/2010

Okay so this is my first Bloop everyday entry lol. Right now i have alot on my mind all i can do is worry bc my boyfriend just had a seizure.. His friend who is also my friend Trey texted me and was like Tai, yur bf just had a seizure but he is okay n sleepin right now. and im just like OMG what!?!?! n like i dont know how to react to tthat so im just like are you serious or are kidding with me bc if u r its not funny at all and he is like no im not joking im serious and he was like i was freaking out bc i went to talk to his dad bout something and when i come back he has his hand over his mouth and i ask him if he is okay n he just starts spazzing out n i yell for his dad to come in the room and so his dad elavates him and turns his head to the side n he calmed down but now he is sleeping so he should be okay. so as im reading this text im like crying my eyes out bc im soo worried somthing terrible is going to happen to him. I mean i love him with all my heart i dont wanna lose him idk what i would do if i did lose him, he is just so great to me n wonderful. So then i go shower to clear my head and my friend calls me to tell me sumthing retarted n i just get quiet and she is like whats wrong n i tell her and she starts laughing n im like its not funny at all! and that just pissed me off like that stuff is scary n im worryign and all she does is joke about it. so then on Facebook I'm just like i'm going to to go bed because there nothing else to do :/ and that was my status so then that same friend comments on it and says you just gotta shake it off and im just thinking okay, maybe sleeping will help hopefully, but she wasnt being sentimental or anything bc she comment back sayin i was being a smart ass, shake it off get it shaking and that just pissed me off soo much i was like thats not funny at all! >. so like right now i just need a very very good distraction and idk what to do except worry.