Sad & horrible person

02/07/2009

I can't stay long because I have to get to work but I wanted to type something here.

I'm incredibly sad because I just dumped 3 of my cats out in the country (near people, water, and shelter). It hit me especially hard when I walked into my house and only 1 cat was around...the mother. The "kittens" were 6 months old however and are able to take care of themselves. I have complete faith in them. I wouldn't have dropped them off if that were the case. I have a feeling I'll see the accusing stares of "you're leaving us here?" in my sleep tonight.

Disclaimer: Some of you do not like cats. I understand that. Some of you don't like animals in general. I understand that also. Think about something you were incredibly attached to and imagine giving it up...that is where I am right now.

I will get over it. I am comforted by the fact that I fed them this morning. Also, the fact that I found an alternative to the humane society comforts me. I know for a fact that they killed 900 animals there in one day (last week). Now...if anyone would like a full-grown cat (and live in the area, of course), I am trying to find a good home for Hatshepsut (Sut). I tried for 6 months to find a good home for the "kittens" to no avail. I was left with no other way out and I could not afford to feed them anymore. I had to be practical. Emotions of attachment do not figure into logic. I will get over it.


Onto other news, I did something that any self-respecting person would do if given an ultimatum...

I sat down in a person's yard and peed it in last night on my way home from work. It was a very dire situation! My bladder was protesting to the point of bursting! I'm not exaggerating or joking. I would not have done something like that if I had the choice. In my defense, it was dark outside at the time. Also, I have never done anything like this before in my life.

Well, I'm off to my 2nd job of the day. Talk to all of you later. I hope you don't think I'm a horrible person. I kind of feel like one right now.