TOTW 212

05/03/2009

TOTW 212: Who are you when no one is looking?

When nobody is looking I:

I talk to myself...a lot.

I dance around my house sometimes.

I listen to my music LOUD (but not loud enough to disturb my neighbors). I tend to lose myself in music.

I watch stupid shows online for fun and relaxation.

I fart loudly and am do not apologize for it. That'd be redundant, afterall.

I make weird concoctions with what food I have in the house...when I eat (to avoid actual cooking). It's pointless to cook everyday for just one person.

I sing out loud with no shame or regard for anyone else if they happen to hear me. (I can't sing very well, haha.)

I clean house...sometimes. I have to INCREDIBLY bored for that. I need to do it again, actually. My house is messy again...for me.

I read, draw, write, or do something else I enjoy to pass the time.

I take long baths to relax (usually after work when my bad knee or my feet/legs are bothering me from standing on them for hours on end with no sitting).

I reflect on my past (that is when I make myself become busy) and/or wonder about my future. I wonder if I'll have time to follow my dreams. I don't just reflect on MY past and/or future, but also everyone I've ever come into contact with in my life who made a difference to me.

I wish that I didn't have as many responsibilities and burdens but I know they have made me who I am today. Good or bad.

I go down "memory lane" regarding old books, music that has memories attached, yearbooks, photo albums, and etc. from time to time.

I, in general, let loose completely and am myself to the 100th degree. Scary, huh? I'm not always that transparent around others. I tend to hide behind a wall of calm. Behind that wall, is a swirling vortex of "Robyn-ness" however. What that "vortex" holds varies from day to day. What you see is not always what you get with me though. There is a deep end to my mind's swimming pool as well as a shallow end. Somedays, I am just able to wade in the shallow end and some days I'm struggling to stay afloat in the deep end. That's life for you. Who am I would be very different if life had treated me any other way than it has....good or bad. I'm proud of who I am for the most part. I would not change a thing. (On some days, I'd edit that last sentence, haha.)

**I'm not very exciting, in general. Haha.**