Young Love?

03/05/2010

I have a new admirer. It is someone I used to work with at BK. No, it is not the guy who asked me out last year either. Thank God! Okay, so that reaction was a little mean. It was human however.
This new admirer's name is George. He's okay...but he has a lot of baggage in his life. I don't have the right to tell you about all of it. I don't know all the details to share with you regardless of my right to do so. Thus, it is no business of yours what his life contains. I told "him" that I would consider dating him. Of course, I mean my manager Patrice when I type "him". He was so shy and insecure that he couldn't tell me himself. I would have never have guessed that he liked me. In his words, apparently I'm "hot". Okay. Alright. I don't know what universe he is living on, but I'll take the compliment. Haha. I don't get compliments like that everyday. I don't know what I'm going to do about this development but I'm not making a snap decision about it either. Enough said.

By the way, I never went out with Anthony (the last person from BK who "liked" me). He was too weird. Even for me. I never could have dated him.

I hear from my "stalker" every once in a while still but he knows his plight is impossible. Enough about that.

Those are the only 3 guys who have liked me in the past 5 years. At least, they are the only ones I know about. I doubt there have been others. I tend to come off as distant and on guard around the male population due to my past. Haha. It is my defense mechanism. I do have awesome male friends however. They don't get that reaction in the least bit.

Onto other subjects...

My nephew, Robert, is still having seizure related health problems. He has a higher medication level than his mother (for the same problem). That worries me in itself. One of the side effects in children due to the medication he is on is depression.

I made 2 homemade cheesecakes last night. Butterscotch and chocolate. They are SOOOOOO good. Rich but good. I made them to surprise my coworkers. I have too many left overs now though for my waist's happiness. Haha, as if I cared about my weight. I do try to eat semi-healthy (even if it is in portion amounts VS. calorie counting). I am not obsessed with healthy eating/living though. I do admit that.

It was the chocolate version that made one of my good friends, Daniel, declare that he was going to marry whoever made it (my freshman or sophomore year in college). It is a funny story between us....then and now.

Yesterday was the 5th anniversary of my friend, Melanie's, death. She was on my mind all day long. March is a hard month for me partially due to this anniversary. The other reason is that, on March 31, the anniversary of my mother's death marches through my life like a parade of stampeding elephants. I really don't like the month of March, in general. It depresses me most of the time. St. Patrick's Day is one fun day for me. When I went on Mexico trips with Koinonia (spring break), those were bright spots amid the darkness as well. They are going to Florida this year.

My brother turned 32 on March 2nd. I wonder if he likes March this year. Haha.

I need to go now. I'm sorry if this entry is depressing. Just think of Superman wearing a pink tuto with pink tights and a tiara. That should make you laugh. Are you laughing now? If not, you have no sense of humor. (I'm not really depressed right now...just so you know.)