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Can I Make It?
by Victooriiaaa_ox

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Fresh Start!

10/17/2014


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Fresh Start!

It's times like these that inspire me to sit down and just write a load of pointless words that do not necessarily mean anything.
From the moment i step through my front door after a long day at work, i tend to grab my blanket make a hot drink and literally do fuck all. That is no life to lead.
I am not one to socialise, but in all honesty i feel safer when i am at home and in my own personal space.
Kick back with a book, or most of the time kicking ass in a virtual world on my xbox.
I wish i was a character in a rpg game, going on quests, interacting with strangers, good will and all that. but it is times like this, that i look at my life and think 'wtf are you doing vicky, get out there, enjoy yourself, your 25 for fuck sake' But no.
I need to grab some balls and believe in myself.
This is what i should be doing, i just need to train my brain to start taking risks.
At this rate, i will be 30 still living at home and being completely miserable.

Sorry to dampen people's spirits with my babbling but i calms me when i can vent!

That is all.
Fin..

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You can do it. Get out there and start living

[just del|0 likes] [|reply]

Sometimes it really does take a large mental nudge to get out and lead the type of life you want.
I know it's hard, I've only just started working on my nudge and it's mostly due to psychiatric meds.

[holdtehpicklesStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc ;;

thank you

it will be interesting at first.

i think i made the right decision.

[TangibleAnchors|0 likes] [|reply]

here's to a fresh start! =]

it is always good to get out and socialize =] sometimes a break is needed for those days huddling in blankets with a hot cuppa and film, but that can get tedious if overdone. perhaps there are some events you can attend or clubs and you can meet plenty of people that way. have a great week, yo!

Winter Is Coming.

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