"I'm single again, back on the prowl."
"Truth be told, I miss you. And truth be told, I'm lyingggg!"
I broke it off with Jacob friday.
I understand that his brother tried to kill himself because his fiance left him.
I understand that that's SUPER stressful.
But what I don't understand is how your cousin can ask you if you love me when im sitting right there, shrug your shoulders and nod.
Also, when she asks you what youre getting me for Valentines Day, you shrug. when she says, nothing? you shake your head no.
And when after 3rd block, I don't see any sign of you at all.
AND! after school completely, i see you but you make no effort to come to me.
And it's stuff like that that would happen everyday.
It. Gets. Old.
So now, I'm talking to Travis [previous entries] [dodge nitro boy].
Pretty hardcore too.
Last night, we talked for 3 1/2 hours until 2:30 in the morning.
I wake up at 5:30!!!
haha.
but i loved it.
I kinda wish he'd break up with his girlfriend already... :]
He made me txt him when i got up cause he doesn't wake up till 7.
i didn't actually think he'd answer.
but i txted him..
and he quickly texted back.
impressive.
I don't know about this one.
we'll see.
we're supposed to be hanging out tomorrow night.
and his parents are going out of town sunday and monday and im going to his house.
im excited.
but skeptical.
Andrea says im incapable of being played.
ha.
good.
im anxious to see how this is really going to play out.
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