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Living In Hell....With My Two Angels
by Addie's Mama

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[1] My Secrets

04/20/2009









We All Have Secrets

- i am in love...with two people.
- i dont think i am a good mother...and sometimes i get the urge to sign over papers on her.
- i can not afford to live...let alone help my daughter live.
- i was raped when i was 18 by my boyfriend-at-the-time.
- i was molested when i as 6 by my step-brother
- i really hate what my family has done to me.
- i miss my old life.
- i was the father of my daughter killed, if not just severely hurt.
- i want things to go back to the way they were before i has her...

- i wish i never said any of this because i know you are reading this and i bet you refuse to tell me how you are feeling or what you are thinking....

ok so i am a horrible person. someone fix meQuiet Rain



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*lurks*

[The LurkerStar|0 likes] [|reply]

You have to fix yourself. Hugs. You can do it.

[Mrs. PachecoStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Wow. That is deep.

[city_grl|0 likes] [|reply]


You're not a horrible person, you just haven't had much luck so far in life. ♥
Things will get better. You've gotta fix yourself, though, you can't depend on other people.

.jessa♥

[immortalized artisteStar|0 likes] [|reply]

i hope things work out sooner or later for you.

[Nuriko|0 likes] [|reply]

Good luck figuring all of this out.

[xo heather|0 likes] [|reply]

welcome to bloop

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[ LADY PUCKStar|0 likes] [|reply]

sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can even think about clawing your way out of the pit of dispear

[Meghans FollieStar|0 likes] [|reply]

sometimes i feel like a bad mother too

[stressedmommaStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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I don't think your broke, just feeling what a lot of people feel though they refuse to reveal it or admit it because they think it's so horrible. I know that I do on occasion especially when situations don't look to promising. Your the only one who can fix yourself and when that happens things won't look so gloomy.

oh, and I don't mind you using the layout lol. looks great! -winks-

[~ladida*layouts~|0 likes] [|reply]

welcome to bloop

[iHEARTJOZiAH|0 likes] [|reply]

What Life is All About welcome to bloop. i dont think you are a horrible person or mom. you are just human.

[Mami 2 MoisesitoStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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