It Was Positive
I took a pregnancy test about 5 minutes ago.
It came back positive. I want to be happy. I want to be excited. But all I am is terrified. This baby isn't my husbands. When we decided to seperate...I went back to my ex. He is the only guy I have slept with in five months. But his family dont believe he was the only.
*sigh* So now I've been back with my husband, Tim, for a couple weeks now...and now I have to tell him. I mean he knows its not his, if i am...he knew that. But also...we had been trying for years and never got anywhere. And here I go...and get pregnant within a month by my ex.
I love my tim. I do. I dont want to lose him. What terrifies me the most...is the fact that my family
HATES my ex, Josh. and I mean to the point where they would have him arrested just for walking by the house. I just dont want their hatred to affect the way they feel for the baby. I mean the baby didnt do anything wrong... I did. I was the one who seperated from my husband and went back to Josh, knowing my family hates him.
Omg, I dont know what to do. I am terrified beyond anything and I dont want anything to happen to me, Tim, Josh, the baby...etc etc.
Is there a solution to this?? It's not a problem...its not a mistake... i dont know what it is... so there cant be a solution..can there??