manohman.
when one bad things happens, it doesnt stop happening from there. thats for damn sure.
this weekend was tough. having to get ready for my senior prom alone...and i mean, alone. i did my own hair, i was at the house by myself, well, i mean, pj was there, but what could he do?! stephanie got there after i left...it sucked so bad. then, prom took forever and a day to actually start. before it even started i was ready to leave. so, i texted josh early. asked him to come get me.
well, i was expecting him to bring someone with him. but i was expecting it be like...rood or picard...not trosper! i opened the door and there was trosper. i was like wtf?! it was all good though. then we went over to justins. that was okay til brittney left and sabrina showed up. for some reason, i just really cant even stand sabrina anymore. she just irritates me.
anyways.
so josh and i took off around 2. went back to his house then went to bed.
got up sunday, chilled. then went over to roods. then we started drinking. then some how, someone got methadones.
ha. lets just say kirstie was a little bit fucked up!!
yesterday was really sad though. josh left for cali.
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im not looking forward to not being able to see him for like....2 weeks-a month.
its really gonna suck. im not excited.
but, im very proud that i didnt cry! i didnt want to. i thought it would make me look weak...and that doesnt look good!
well, idk. time to switch classes.
love. peace.
-kirstie♥ |