i toss and turn, i keep stressing my mind...
ooh boy.
last night was interesting.
i got really mad at stephanie.
lately, every little fucking thing she does seems to just piss me right the fuck off.
and the way she is with guys...
let me tell you what.
fuck
i just have to remember to be nice to her cause she is my walking partner for graduation...
cant be fuckin that shit up.
i dont have too many other friends.
not to mention things with joshua allen [the boyfriend] arent going very well.
i have this feeling that things between us are not gonna turn out too well when he gets home.
i should have told him i dont handle long distance very well.
but still, he told me that while he was gone, he would call me so we could talk and stuff..
yeah, about that.
i have called him three times.
how many times has he called me?
uhm, that would be zero.
grr. i just hate being lied to.
ooh. jimmy is so adorable.
i was texting him last night and aww.
thats all there is to it.
i have good feelings about the next couple weeks.
ooh. friday is my last day of high school ever!
ahhh! its exciting.
i applied to get a job at Jackie's last night.
which, would be cool as hell if i got the job.
i need/want it.
hokay.
im out this bitch.
=]
love. peace.
-kirstie♥
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