woah.
im confused.
i cant tell if im hurt or pissed.
angry or sad.
i want to forgive him and understand where he is coming from...
we really do kinda live far away...and i dont do long-distance relationships.
but still...
he doesnt even really want to try to make it work.
it kinda really hurts.
it feels like no body ever wants to have a SERIOUS relationship with me.
i dont know what im gonna do.
i just cant stop thinking about it.
im so scared that im gonna be alone for my whole life.
i know it sounds silly to say, but im serious.
that is my biggest fear.
ending up alone.
being alone for the rest of my life.
=S
grr.
i hate my life. |
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