D A M N
i really dont think i could be hating my life more right now than i ever have...
yeah, steve came over.
we hung out.
watched a movie.
had some drinks.
it was alright.
then john called and told steve that he got jumped.
the next morning...john sent a picture of his face....
it was bad.
then...steve was like...i have to go.
if i dont go down to grand rapids, ill stop back over.
he left.
i sat around...did some stuff.
started drinking at like...5.
got drunk.
waited for steve to come back over, cause i really didnt think he was gonna leave...
well, he never came back.
=[
so i there i was...drunk, alone, and crying.
listening to every sad song i could possibly think of...well, not on purpose.
but you know...
i guess it happened.
i almost cryed myself to sleep.
...
then i DRAG myself out of bed.
get here.
check my email...it says someone sent me a message on myspace.
okay.
so i get to school.
check my space.
and i just so happened...C H A Z wrote me.
he had the fucking nerve to write me.
WTF?!
hey baby, i love you, i miss you, im sorry blah blah blah.
whatever.
funny how he can say that shit to me after i find out this morning that stephanie went and saw him last night.
grr.
im so frustrated.
i dont know....
the last few days of my life pretty much sucked.
i just wanna take a vacation.
or maybe just...RUN AWAY
-kirstie♥ |
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