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my day started off really bad. like...really bad.
mr. isble and i got into it pretty bad in econ today and i really just wanted to punch him in the face...so, then i got called to the guidance office..[hoping it was something to do with my mom...but it wasnt] and there sat Sgt. Morgan. ugg. i did not want to deal with him. i knew he was just gonna bitch at me cause i didnt bring clothes to PT yesterday. but then i told him what was going on. he understood where i was coming from. or so he said. then i was supposed to go back to isbles class. well, i went there long enough to grab my stuff and then i decided that i didnt want to go back to the class...so i didnt. then i met up with Sgt. Morgan in the hall and he asked me why i wasnt in class and i told him cause i flipped out on mr. isble then peggy started saying shit and i just flipped out and went in the bathroom and started crying...
then i came out and started talking to mrs. mccann. shes been wayy helpful over the last week. i dont know why or how im going to thank her, but ill figure something out.
so anyways...then i ask her if i can just work in her class through 4th hour and lunch cause i still hadent heard anything about my mom...so ive been in here ever since. well, then, long story short i called my grandpa around 12:30 and good news!! my mom is out of jail! ive already talked to her today...and well, i saw her. she doesnt look too happy, but its better then seeing her in jail.
then she proceeds to tell me that amanda mezeske was her bunk mate and she told my mom that the reason josh went to california was cause he met another girl on the internet, but she was talking about charm and i already knew about charm but now its starting to seem more and more like josh went out there for charm. not to find a job and not to stay with his friend amanda and her husband from california, which really upsets me. a lot. cause i thought we talked about this and i thought he was actually being honest with me...perhaps maybe i was wrong...
idk.
i tried to call him last night. no answer
i guess it really shouldnt be much of a surprise...i really shouldnt get my hopes up. but i guess i really couldnt help it. maybe i should just move on...yeah, i think thats what ill do, just move on. no sense in getting attached when im leaving in 3 months anyways....right?!
love. peace.
-kirstie♥
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