If I told you that I realize you're all I ever wanted and it's killing me to be so far away ...
so, ive decided that i am a complete idiot.
i have a good boyfriend. one that i care a lot about and one that yeah, he may be in california, but i realized that i have to trust him. you cant have a relationship with no trust. and i really care about him. and i dont want to fuck things up. and last night, jimmy and i were texting and he was like you should come over tomorrow. and i was going to do it...until this morning. i was getting ready for school...and i started thinking about how much i like josh...and how i dont want to fuck things up with him. then i get to school today and stephanie told me that jimmy texted her last night...asking her if she wanted to hang out with him sometime...whatever. that just made me not want to hang out with him even more!! so, therefore, i am done. my eyes are for joshua allen harris, and no one else. end of story.
love.
peace.
-kirstie♥
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