November 9, 2010
Some big changes happening at work. Layoffs and schedule changes. They are changing our clinic hours and now closed on Sundays. I'm trying not to worry, my boss says our clinic isn't in danger of layoffs, but it's hard to not worry. I really need this job, I need my insurance.
In other news, I started my new meds last night. I give shots all day long at work and don't think twice. But when it comes to giving shots to myself, that's another story lol. It's just a tiny little needle, it's like taking insulin. But I sat on my couch for at least 45 minutes with the needle in my hand, aimed at my belly. I was finally able to psych myself up enough to just do it. And now I have to do it every night lol. YIKES! God must think I'm pretty darn strong to go through all of this. I wonder sometimes why I can't just be normal! But then again, I've never been "normal" so this should come as no surprise lol.
Anyway, I have to get ready for work.
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