ok. i just wish i could have a positive life again, just like i used to. it's called intrusive thoughts. it's whenever these terrible thoughts attack your mind and you cant seem to EVER get them off. The thoughts are just like thinking of Suicide, Harming yourself and others, etc. I wanna keep control of me, not let my thoughts keep control of me. this is serious. i am trying to get over it,. but it's not seeming like it's working., i cant stand it. deep, down, before all these thoughts occured, i was a sweet person who loved takng care of others and animals, and i just loved everything about my life. now, these attacks are trying to control me. i cry often because it is just so overpowering. i cant even look at a family member or frined wthout these thoughts atatcking me, and making me think bad things about them.D: i cant seem to help it. like i said, its not me doing this, i belive the devil is trying to get into my mind or something., i try to think positive, but then the thoughts take over again. those out there, PLEASE. I BEG OF YOU. PRAY FOR ME. PLEASE. |
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