oh yeah guess what! fucking green likes or should i say loves! Blue, katahi ano ia kia korero mai ki ahau, i was so damn angry, khoz he's mine! or.. well i dont know but i like him and last night i had another dream about him, ive had four so far, and i never have dreams that have the same things that i want in real life, yes, i dream that we kiss and he holds my hand or walks by me, we have adventures together saving eachother or keeping away from people who try to tear us apart.. though i thank god for gifting me these dreams. they give me a little bit more courage to be confess my feelings for him.
but.. the reason why she likes him is because he's playing the same games he used when they first went out, the little touch on the leg, the glances and stares... i think he's over trying to get me, yeah ive been avoiding him because of Cloud, we kinda kissed (sorry for not saying but yeah i forgot) but i felt nothing now that i think about it... buut im not so big on Cloud no more, he's beautiful and all but i just dont know.. maybe its because Green wants Blue that makes "me" want Blue even more???????
fuck! and guess what else happened! Green reckons to ask me to get info outa him, like find out who he likes, khoz im the only girl he really conversates with, and khoz i helped them once she thinks il do it again, but honestly if she wants to be with him again, im out for my sake, shes my best freind but i want him bad, ive done so much for her in the past, so this is one is the only thing i wont help with. i told her i didnt talk the night she asked me to talk to him saying that i dont want to be in this acting like a relationship wizard and a little kid to others eyes.
so yeah thats my life atmoment.. |
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