UPDATE:
i like Blue but then i also like Cloud*
GRRR.... my feelings are fucked up! !!!!!!!
okay ... ...
CLOUD:19, Blue pretty eyes. natural black hair. pink lips. light skin. my height. abs! ;;;cousins cousin
BLUE:18, light sexy grey eyes. natural black hair. delicous lips. dark skin. just taller than me. lean build;;;schoolmate
CLOUD: he's never swayed by the gangsters he's connected to, he hates people who smoke weed and get into that shit, he loves family, he'll ask to play with the ball instead of watching tv, hes talkative when hes drinking, funny when he wants, kinda shy, non judgemental, hes got a job, has one sister, doesnt mix much with society.
BLUE: he's quite sexy, hes not very open. he's a proud fuent speaker of te reo Maori, he's quiet but opinionated, doesnt like to be put out there, he loves kids, can really handle babies, knows alot about history and Maori customs, from what i see likes one on one conversations with girls ! umm
isnt serious.
CLOUD: we stare alot at eachother, like little glimpses and sly looks haha, when i go to his house he always gets up from the couch or what hes doing and acts busy. we dont talk much xcept when we're alone just polite convos most of the time. , but i just love seeing him and his pretty eyes. i just love it. isee him after school most days. ive liked him for three weeks now lol
BLUE: i just like being around him, i get a calm vibe from him. i like what he's got to say, and well ive liked him for a while.. youl see in my other entry. i also like to look at his features when he's not looking.. perfect.
both of these guys aint try hards, arent idios, dont associate themselves with idiots. quite intelligent, like family, are socialble when comfortable. i think they both like me, they both give obvious signs. but im afraid that if i go for one i'l want the other. thats the problem; i cant stick to one thing, i get bored and feel chained up.
i know blue more than cloud but yeah.... ive been studying them both for awhile. i know i better think fast or il lose them both. so thats why im asking for advice from you guys. this is the first time this has happened to me and i dont want to tell my freinds cause il just look like a complete showoff and dickface telling them this.
so ask me whatever, tell me whatever |
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