So I'm pretty pissed. I just uploaded a new pic of me and I look sexy as hell in it. It has this natural light and dark effect where you can only see half my face, and my hair is wet so it falls just right over my eye instead of being wavy like normal, but it won't show up.Its still the blurry one. In other news, I am almost back to normal. here's my conundrum. I have two modes. Cold, and clingy. If I take this step and return to the old me, I'll be clingy and romantic again, but that shit is annoying. But yet everyone I talk to tells me I've become an asshole. I don't know which version to be. So. I'm gonna pick the version that makes me happy. fuck everyone else's opinion. I want to go back to the old me. the one that wasn't ashamed to listen to dashboard confessional and still believed in love and happy endings. I was happier then, in between tragedies. So I'm de-evolving. I'm sure if I put everything I've learned over the past few years to use while still opening myself up and letting my guard down a little, things just might work. In other words, I think, for the first time in years, I'm ready to have a healthy, meaningful relationship. And so the search for Mrs. Right begins. |
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