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03/09/2009

So the play Saturday night went really well too. I didn't mess up at all. Although I was a little late, its all good. But yeah, sooo.. Saturday was REALLY REALLY FUN!!! After the play I went with Andrew to his house, for some thing like a cast party. Well technically it was a cast party, but with select people, and close friends. I got a little high, and then I stopped smoking, because when I get too gone, I'm literally gone, and I had to go out with Sarah to buy some smokes for her. Anyway, then I took a 36 milligram pill of addy. Well it was generic, and boy did it make me feel good. Lol. After like six hours I would say, I took another one. That was a bad idea (more later)
So yeah, everyone starts leaving, and then more people start leaving, and its just me and Andrew. Lol. Oh....And Sarah. Lol.
But yeah, and Andrew just grabs my hand and starts holding it. XD It made me sooo happy inside, and I just wanted to go crazy.. Well I didn't have to want, because later, we both went crazy. Lol. And by crazy... Well I don't need to go into details. Although, there is one thing I really want to say, I was doing a back bend in his kitchen (I don't recall the reason that I was doing it), and then he pulled my pants down and started giving me head. When he stopped, I couldn't hold myself up in the backbend position anymore, and I kind of gracefully crumpled to the ground. Lol.

OH OH OH!!! And he..... *cough* tossed my salad *coughs* OH MY FUCKING GOD. That was like heaven. I don't even know dude, like it just felt soooo damn good. :O Anywho, I'm technically not a virgin anymore, but I don't really count it. Its kind of embarressing, and it made me feel REALLY insecure, but I stuck my dick into Andrew's butt. Lol. Like I mean I got it in there, so technically I've had anal sex, but it doesn't count, because as soon as I actually got it in there, he was like ok..... hold on.. Don't move. So I didn't, and apparently I was too big for him to deal with right then, because it was like.. Oh god, just pull out, so I did, and when I did, he was like you're bigger than you look. And I was like.. Oh.. Thank you. Lol.

But yeah, so I pulled out, and completely lost my erection. It just went away, and I swear to god it just didn't come back. I tried jacking off, and he even tried sucking me off, and it just didn't come back. I also feel bad, because I didn't offer to like suck him off or anything, but I was WAY too tired to even really care.

So yeah, the addy made me not fall asleep for about a bajillion hours. After me and Andrew had our hot sweat session, he went to sleep, Sarah and I didn't. We tried, we really did, but all we did was lay there and talk, or lay there and just breath. So yeah, eventually I started sleeping, and something woke me up, so I decided to try and go back to sleep. Boy that was dumb. I started hearing things, and seeing images play in my head. Like there was a movie playing, but in my head. And it was literally almost every time I close my eyes for more than ten seconds. I guess I was sleeping, because it felt like a dream state, but everytime I would realize that I was not sleeping, and that I was only seeing and hearing things. Lol.

Yeah, I'm done here. I think I'm going to go drink some coffee or something.