Whether the person means to or not, I'm fed up with it. I'm tired of being disrepsected by people, my peers, my teachers, my "lovers". I'm fucking tired of it.
At least I got everything off my chest with Jaime. I talked to Trish, and she convinced me to talk to Jaime, and well it went well, but because I had a little temper tantrum, I missed out on an opportunity that would've stopped me from being angry. lol. I dislike having a short fuse.
But seriously. I'm done with this. If he wants to talk to other guys, let him do it. If he wants to practically ignore me, let him. I don't fucking care. Oh wait, I do, because I do care. I care about him, and practically everything else. I have too big of a damn heart for my own good. But why is that? Why is that god? Why do I have such a big fucking heart, when all I've ever been is hurt? Is it so that I can have more room in my heart to get it broken? Is that why? PLEASE! Fucking tell me.
I'm so pissed off right now, I'm leaving. |
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who are you talking about babe...
idk whats going on, but i do know i've had that conversation with myself a million times and i didn't get the answer until i started dating josh. The pain you're going through, will be so much more worth it when you find someone who really cares because you'll have the patience and understanding and experience to make that real relationship the best. I promise and you're awesome cody, so i know it'll happen to you.