Mehhh.....

04/04/2010

I think I'm depressed... Awesome.
I had a panic attack at work today, and last night while I was driving home.
The drive was worse because I was driving, and like at one point I was driving down my road, in the middle of the road. Like I was completely over the median and on my side of the road at the same time.
Today was just scary period, because I was at work, and I was worried that they were going to send me home, and then lay me off because of mental capacity or whatever.

Thank god for Kaitlin Rae Grimes. She helped me today. Even though the things she told me to do didn't help me that much, but she did let me text so that I could try to get my mind off of the fact that I was having a panic attack, and I could work at the same time, and actually get my shit done.

And like right now, I'm a little drunk, and I'm feeling like my panic attack is going to come back. I'm not sure, but I feel like it is. Which doesn't help. I hate the circumstances I'm in right now.

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