I wish I was a senior. I want to go home, I want yesterday to be my last day. I want to be a senior and not have to go through another year of fucked up, immature bullshit with immature little students. Its weird to look back to only two years ago, and to see how much I've matured since then. Its quite ridiculous, but its really nice to know that I've changed for the better.
Anywho, I want Lynwood. I want to date him, I want to kiss him and hug him, and cuddle with him. He wants to take it slow, and I ain't mad at him, but he's just so damn shy and can't make up his mind.
Like last night he was asking me to send him a picture of my dick, and today I told him I wanted to give him something, but he said that a kiss would only make things worse. What would it make worse? I don't understand. What things, will one little kiss make worse? Whatever.
I don't know. I just want to show him affection, but we never talk in person, its like we live in two separate cities, and all we can do is text, even though I see him every fucking day. Its dumb.
But there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about that.... Soooo.. Whatever, maybe I'll eat lunch with him today, and he'll actually talk to me.
-_-
I'm such hopeless romantic. |
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