Yeah, school is a lot calmer now I guess you would say. What with all the seniors gone, and all the kids getting so tired of school they don't want to do anything anymore. And then there's me, good ole happy me, who isn't ever wrong about anything.... *Sigh*
Nobody on here really has a facebook that is friends with me, so no one knows about whats been happening in the life and times of Cody Moore.
Sooo the other day Lynwood told me practically told me that he didn't want to date me. Thats fine with me, its what he wants, but what I couldn't understand, was how much it actually hurt me. Like this little immature boy was able to hurt me as hard as he did. At first it was just oh, cool, another boy who doesn't get to find out how special I am/he can be. But as five minutes dragged on, I became more and more upset and all I wanted to do was run. Run and not stop until I can't run anymore. So to fulfill my need to using my lungs I smoked a cig and a half. Lol.
Anywho, I texted Lynwood yesterday from a phone that wasn't mine, and I was pretending to be the owner of the phone, and he told "me" that he doesn't care about me anymore because I didn't talk to him for a day. One fucking day, and he's over me that quick?!?!? I don't fucking think so.
So I actually tried to talk to him yesterday, and he never responded, and then I sent him a text this morning, and he didn't respond, and I think he's like beyond pissed at me for not talking to him which is dumb, but he won't talk to me.
Like thats the thing. I told him, if you wanted me to talk to you so badly, then you should started up a conversation dumbass (except I didn't put dumbass thats a little harsh)...
Anyway I don't really want to get into the subject, because I'm really tired, because I was drinking last night, and I stayed up really late. Oh well... What the fuck ever.
And now I think Lexi is pissed at me because I told her how I feel about Josh. I don't fucking care if you don't want to hear it from me, and that you're tired of hearing it. YOU DON'T FUCKING NEED HIM!!! You don't WANT him either, thats why you're being all cutsie with some OTHER FUCKING BOY who isn't your boyfriend. |
Loading...