Want somebody to love.

01/11/2009

I have no idea why I titled this entry new hair cut.
Lol.

Anyways, I am starting to realize lately how much I hate being gay. I have no idea why. Well maybe its because I see people that are in my personal opinion not attractive at all, but they have boyfriends, and I'm sitting alone in my room at night having no one to talk to, or to like... Well I like guys, but they don't like me back.
It just sucks.
>_<
Its probably because girls are always telling me how cute I am, and how they wish I was straight and all this shit, but I never get that kind of attention from guys. And if I do I always get the feeling they only want me for sex, and I'm pretty good at figuring out who is a tool.

I just wish I could find someone who would like me for who I am, not what I look like. I just want somebody to love.

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lol. Song Reference.

[Koofy|0 likes] [|reply]

Yeah. Speaking the language of fags is a bitch sometimes.

I'd know: I'm gay too.

The whole girls being all "Oh you're so cute and adorable!" and "Psh. I can't see why people don't wanna date you" gets old and annoying, and at times, can be a bit depressing.

And yeah, it seems like anyone and everyone else you know that is or may be gay is out there in happy relations while you're stuck at home (or in my case, my dorm room) alone and wondering "What the fuck."

I'm not a ridiculous stud-muffin, but when I do get hit on for sex only, it's generally by decent looking guys who happen to be much older than I. Being the virginal child that I am though, I have to respectfully decline.

-Rannndom stopping byyyy-

+1 adding to favorites, because lord knows my bloop faves list needs more mens on it.

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Diary added to your faves.

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