i said i wouldnt do this. i promised myself that i would not write a blog about my life. i tried to just focus on school and what is important to me and to just make that public. but. BIG BUT. . . i can't do it. i know today is the 6th of jan, but this is something i want to keep for a year. at least 5 entries a week. i dont talk to anyone. i never tell anyone how i truly feel about anything. i feel like i just need to get it out. i dont pity myself, i have make a lot of mistakes in life and i feel like i am paying for them now. none of this makes sense, but it will. i promise. i have had like 3 or 4 diaries before on bloop, but none that truly told the truth. this will. |