My due date was October 9th i can't help but think i would of been 38weeks, and looking huge or having a c section by now because my blood pressure was crazy,and they didn't want to risk anything happening during a regular birth. I am doing much better then i was before. Believe me i will never forget my daughter but sometimes everything happens for a reason<3 I do want to try again but i'm not sure when. I will be 30 in may,and i feel like time is just running out, I don't want to be 40 running after my kids, and 60 while they graduate. Sorry i talk about kids way to much  ....My husband says i'm a quitter which i am starting to think he is right  I Don't know what to do. |
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And no... I wouldn't want to have kids into my 50s either. lol. 
It will be okay you try when you think you are ready. You need to remember their is risk in every pregnancy no matter if you have had issues or not. It is scary. Best wishes with your baby plans for the future.
I just feel like my age is putting me down. I need to stop with the pity party lol. My husband said that because i put myself down. He has been very sweet about everything till i put myself down this morning. I'll be ok it's just been one of those mornings.