There is this weight upon on my chest
It is impairing my breathing
At first thought I think anxiety
No, it seems anger is building inside
How something so little and unknowingly
Attaches itself upon my chest
With each and every breath
I feel these lungs working harder
Trying to gasp for air that seems unattainable
Anger is filling them and making it difficult
I want to scream to let it all escape
No where is safe
Leaving me to suffocate in this anger
I must bite my tongue and not lead you to know
Everything is much better when you remain clueless
Only for your convience
Yes I want to raise my voice to you
Yes I want to scream all my frustration out at you
Yes I want you to know how much anger is weighing me down.
This weight almost feels constant
Something I've become to familiar with
I've forgotten how to let it go
See this floor is covered in shards of glass
And I often forget that you always know best
So when I let my mouth speak
One wrong word and there will be blood shed
I've fucked up, doing what I always do best
Now there is no room for my words
I'll sit in this corner and nurse my wounds
Try to mend my heart and find the air to catch my breath
This weight of anger is my best kept secret
A friend that I've become to know to well
Will I be able to release it someday?
Maybe time will tell...
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