-sigh. im pathetic. +pictures+

Okay, me and Rhett went to this little ice cream place beside the park today! He got a chicken sandwich and some kind of ice cream and i got a brownie supreme! yummm!! anyway... We drove across the road to Glenwood Park and ate our food beside the lake. [aint he sweet?] We were sitting there and a duck just walks up to his car! So Rhett pinches off some of his chicken sandwich bun and gives it to him! [see below]

Okay, Im having some internal issues with this whole 'Ashlee' thing. James told me that she said that me and her arent friends anymore because when i get with erin, we talk crap about her. And well, duh. But, i mean, technically, i've talked crap about ashlee ever since we became friends. She does he same to me. We never really cared. Ive always wanted to just not be friends with ashlee anymore. She really is snobby and really mean. Shes just rude. And ive became friends with a lot of other people... and somehow she always drags me back in and started being friends with whoever i was trying to replace her with. And now, i dont have a backup. I have a lot of friends. But... not a best friend. i miss it. i see every other senior with their best friend... and it feels terrible to not have one. my senior year sucks. not because of my classes, not waking up late, not teachers... i wish it was just some normal high school irritation... but... i want my best friend back. before she was rude. before she was a pothead, an alcoholic, a smoker, a sex addict. but i will not go back to her. i just want new friends. i want my own little clique. but being a senior... everybody's taken. oh well, i guess its just me and james and andrew. and george sometimes.