can high school be over now?
i seriously cant stand this crap with ashlee much longer. like, i dont even know what our problem is. im pretty sure she knows that i told erin that she was sleeping with erins guy. but i mean, erins my really good friend too. and sure i laugh at what erin says when she says makes fun of ashlee... but ashlee does the same thing. but we always have! and now that she has chrissy and sara, then its like i just fell off the face of the planet. no one at school really likes her that much anymore ever since the whole erin in her face thing. i wouldnt mind us not being friends so much if we werent seniors this freakin year. shes had a hundred chances to stop being my friend everytime i would start hanging out with someone else. why the crap does it have to be now? at the end of our freakin senior year. its like, i have friends. lots of friends... but not a best friend... and believe it or not... it sucks... a lot. a lot more than what i wouldve thought. i dread every single day going to school... i hate having a fear that i might be sitting alone at lunch... i dread prom, cause im not going to have one group of friends to hang out with. me and rhett are just gunna get our pictures taken, dance a dance or two. and leave. this isnt how my senior year is supposed to be going. im not even going to my senior banquet. im probably not gunna go to project graduation. im just so ready to have high school in my past.
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