the last time i saw my mom was when she was standing at my door begging and crying so hard telling me and my sister to hug for one more time, but we refused to becasue we didnt want to get in trouble with our bitch of a gma who adopted us, but inside my body was pushing me to go hug her and just hold her and crying with her, but i didnt and now its been almost a year and i miss her and i feel like shit. i just need my mom right now, i need to go to a different world, i need her so bad its crazy, even after all she has done to mr family idgaf i just want her back in my life, she has tried so many times to talk to me and ive i wanted to so bad, believe me, but i couldnt because i "Wasn't allowed to" wtf she is my mother, something you'll never be! im so frustrated and lost right now and im ticking and ticking and soon i'll just blow up, and you'll be apart of the collateral damage. you cold hearted bitch! you dont even act like my grandmother, you treat me like im your personal slave because you cant get off your fatass and do shit yourself! and you have the fucking nerve to call me a "lazyass" and say "you're gaining weight" hell yeah fucking right! |