i seriously just dont know what to do. my grandma is a crazy pyscho bitch, she adopted me when i was 2 because my mom wasnt the ideal gaurdian. but its like living in hell itself. i hate it, all she does is call out my flaws and tell me i have gained weight and pretty soon i will be having to wear her clothes, which are btw 3X. im not even fat im 5'4 and weigh 130. she makes me feel like dirt and that i shouldnt feel comfortable in my own skin. every day she has something new to yell about whether its my room isnt clean enough or i forgot to sweep part of the house, or maybe even because i didnt clean HER room. it pisses me off so much, and not only that i have so much stress. im trying to lose 20lbs so she will no longer tell me im gaining weight. school starts in 2 weeks, and im flipping out it just kinda sucks a lot. my sister is in a heep of trouble right now, and my gma spends the whole night bashing on her call her a fatass and yells at her saying shes lazy and its like wtf is wrong with you!? shut the hell up you are a 58 year old woman picking on a 18 year old? ugh i hate my home life right now! |