so it's been one of those days
where life falls apart
where you want to cry
but tears won't come..
want to talk about it
but there aren't any words..
& i know, dear,
there are other days
when life is right.
when i am better than i ever was.
where i love and live and give and learn..
where i'm happy and restless allatonce..
when i read books in the library basement
& when i love love love my friends
& when i smile simply for the sake of smiling.
there are those days
but today is one of those days
that form the scars i can't erase
((not that i'd want to anyway))
& maybe i'm a little fucked up
& maybe it's all in my head
maybe you're right.
what can i say?
congratulations?
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