in previous entries i often talked about my love for my husband well i did love him ro some exten at one point but hes a wife beating lieing cheating piece of shit i did what i could for him and he treated me like shit we are seperated again and i hate him i know thats a strong word but he put me through hell i cant wait to devorce him im tired of getting involved with douchebag lazy pathetic guys who dont know how to treat a woman with respect and be faithfull is that so difficult why do i always pick the loosers i want a guy who is nice,careing,respectfull ,wont lie,hit steal,do drugs ,cheat ,will have sex but not force me if i dont want to,and would work and help me around the house as well as let me work 50/50 wheres that guy at come on now i found one that I think has these qualities and yet hes a friend who i want who needs time to figure shit out im like wtf do i do. i feel like im loosing my mind for real why do all the good guys not want me but the fucking loosers do wtf is up with that shit. im trying to give my friend time to figure out how he feels about me but the waiting to find out is stressfull and a pain in the ass. |
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