now im really pissed my husband went to work and i noticed creaglist under the recent computer searches i clicked it just to see what my husband was planning to buy well it wasnt what i thought more like he was searching for wemen on the creagslist personals so im like so mad i can barely breathe i dont know what to do and i cant even confront him for another 5 hours when he gets home from work and as ive said in previous entries ive been stabbed in the back by all my friends and have none and my family dont talk to me and i have no job or even a car and im broke and the last time i was homeless during our seperation the homeless shelter wouldnt take me cause i have some mental disorders so they thought i would be dangerious and im not ofcourse but they didnt listen. so if i leave or he kicks me out when i confront him i will literaly be on the street i dont know what to do i cant just ignore it and stay with him this hurts so bad and to make it more painfull before he left for work and before i found this he looked me in the eyes and said he loved me and that theres no one else who he wants and he looked sencere boy i was wrong and i feel stupid for believeing him omg he could have been cheating this whole time weve been together for 4 years and married for 2 years this is just killing me | 
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