an empty frame.'s Diary
by an empty frame.

I'm a loser.

04/12/2011

[entry written last night. i don't even know why i'm bothering to post it it's so immature and shit but seeing as the general feeling of it hasn't changed for me, here it is.]

I have no freeennnzzzz I have no lllyyyyyfffeee. my boyfriends yes both of them cos I got back with my ex last week, the young one... not even my boyfriends like me young one admitted he got back together with me for the wrong reasons because he wants me sexually he craves being dominated but he doesn't have feelings for me. Like a dagger in my heart. Yep. Once again, being used for sex. Shit! Previous entry WAS about Luke, young one doesn't know of the arguments him and I have been having or anything. And honestly I'm usually such a hornbag I don't mind being used for sex but my libido has turned to shit recently and I don't WANT sex and I DEFINITELY don't like knowing that that's all I'm good for. It sounds good for the ego, knowing that a bunch of people want to fuck you, but ... young one doesn't have anything to say to me, and Luke and I aren't talking to each other, and I don't have anyone to talk to, as I said, no friends and no life.

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I'm not really sure what to say here. But...I would hope that at some point you DON'T ever like being used for sex and would one day like to have a meaningful relationship. Yes, it's good for the ego to know people want you but that's not all that could cater to your ego. Anyway, I hope you feel better and find a friend to talk to

[*Ariana*|0 likes] [|reply]

I am in a meaningful relationship. I'm just doing a really good job at turning it to shit right now.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

OH! I must have misread your entry, I'm sorry!

[*Ariana*|0 likes] [|reply]

No, you didn't. You'd have to have read my diary for months to understand the kind of relationship I'm in because from the outside it looks bad. Especially when I write entries like this and make Luke look like a one-dimensional sex-obsessed asshole. You read it exactly how it was written, nevermind.

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

bitch i'm coming over there one of these days and we're gonna hang.

[& skull.|0 likes] [|reply]

i don't mind if you use me for sex

[an empty frame.|0 likes] [|reply]

[& skull.|0 likes] [|reply]

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