Starting to really not like being alone at night. In other words, I miss Luke and I want him to come home. But if I feel like this and Luke is only a few minutes away, how must his dad feel if his wife is dead? Surely he dislikes being alone at night a million times worse than me. So for that reason I'm not going to ask Luke to come back yet. I know he wants to. He'll come when his dad is ready orcwhen he's had enough. Luke has a million brothers and sisters and none of them want to take over the position. I think that's kind of selfish. His dad seems so sad whenever I've gone over there. I shouldn't judge. I don't know their reasons and I suppose Luke is the best person for the job. He's very good at looking after people and seems to be naturally intuitive to a person's emotions (not always thoigh sometimes he's as blind as a bat hehe). I've said it before and I'll say it again... He's the greatest person ever. I'm lucky to have him. I have no idea what he sees in me because I have no redeeming qualities and he has a million. I think it's a genetic thing because his mum was the same, and one of his sisters. His dad is such a gentle soul. Poor guy. I miss Luke and I'm falling asleep. Opendiary is hgood at ... Stuff
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