It's so frustrating when you're losing weight and get stagnant at a certain point. Poo. So now I'm really cracking the whip on myself.. though I already fucked up this morning. I had a bite of a pastry and 2 sips of milk  I was making myself scrambled eggs with veggies when I saw the damned pastries on the counter. My mom brought them. It's weird, cause as soon as I took a bite I felt full. I kinda forced myself to eat half of my eggs after that, the rest went in the fridge.
Also it's been tough for me the last week cause I haven't lost weight, but I haven't had an appetite!! Even if my stomach is growling. I wonder if that's a mental thing. But I was informed that starving yourself/having hunger pains will have the complete OPPOSITE affect to losing weight (that makes me think back to my high school health class teaching us about anorexia). So I hope I didn't unintentionally fuck up my body! I really wanna get rid of these dumb fat pouches under my butt that run across my hips. Other than that I think I'm fine.
I don't wanna jinx it, but I've lost 20 lbs since January! (idk if I said this before). So that's at least good, but now I wanna get to miss America status. Or Jessica Biel/Scarlet Johansson status rather!  That's gonna be difficult as shit. I'm quitting alcohol till Halloween. That is gonna be fucking shitty.
Wish me luck! Gotta get ready for my class! |
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